Last Letter

By the time you read this the tears will have dried Her bags will be packed Plane ticket will be purchased and her new life will have begun Hiding behind smiles Lavished in hugs Dipped in gold Feelings driven to anxiety leading to asthma attacks Reading back on these last lines she think how stupid she has been Day by day she keeps in mind how she is accountable for how she treats people so she allows them to hang themselves because her absence is the worse thing that will come after you have lit the torch. Posted notes around the apartment reminding herself of whom she use to be sadden because she has always been certain. Broken, but not bruised each day brings her closer to healing and further away from making bad decision. While you self serve and double dip. She can begin waking up again with joy in her heart and a smile on her face. Folks use to love to be around her because of the positive energy. New and humble beginnings await her. She just wish you had of noticed the great thing you had before it was gone! If you refuse to treat the woman sent to you by the universe she will be taken away. Unfortunately she has always been 3 steps ahead of you.Hoping you would catch up or come close.

Infatuated Maybe Confused

For 72 hours after every love making session I carry your seed inside me never worrying if one day we may actual reproduce a off-spring of me and you. Solid patch appointments made weekly. The pleasure of us pushes my passion to let you lay naked and bare unprotected inside of my wound. Perfect penetration leaving me in paradise. A year plus later I still get butterflies as I await your A1 performance. Love in the heat of passion runs so deep as we rub bodies. Truth is this is just one thing that fills my heart will love for you. What turns me on is your strength. What makes me hot is your determination. What sparks the flame is how much we believe in one another. What pushes the tears is the loyalty we have been able to build over time. You bring a smile upon my face with your presence, tears from my eyes when you express your heart, laughter through joyous moments.It is the small stuff about you.In many many words what I am trying to say is I can see so much in you which is why I have held on to you. I enjoy getting to know you.

Broken Manuscript

lies are words engraved in paragraphs. trenches dug deep. broken heart bruised mind so many questions very little answers far not enough time. months blow by she loves me beyond the most recent one replaced from my past. if I write words without tears her name would be at the top of the list. the last man she groomed for marriage, but me I may shake it off and head towards dating. her weakness is playing the hero. she commits not knowing all the future may hold but I tried to warn her regardless if what we agreed I guess she forgot what she was told. many storms and blue moons go by she still stands awaiting those words I have grown reluctant to speak. lives suddenly changed and temptation arrives one evening causing the urge to meet and greet someone new damn if she knew I had thoughts and desire to get to know you baby girl would be hurt. she caters to me and I love her,but I feel the urge to relive the honeymoon phase allowing the place I rest my head to be second and all kinds of shit to take 1st. I see her as annoying knowing shes only looking out for me. without no evidence she cries out hoping I would her pull close and say it is just me and you but I cant because till recently that would have been true. women and their damn intuition.feeling caged up needing freedom, but want all the cake and eat it to.......lost should I say fuck or play it cool.....damn she is balling again what should I do.....if shit was to go bad today she would have my back how can anyone fuck up something like that? consistently seeking instead of seeing the greatness that I already have now......i wont know until shes gone how will i ever fix that? is it possible to change how this story may end hell naw because I am thinking only for today and right now she is still right here and everything is still all about me.

Companionship Fool

My concious won't allow me to step out. Love alone won't allow me to break your heart by bring someone new into my life to compare them with you. See in my younger years I played up against the ropes. Made time and had the energy to swim in a sea of sharks only to find out losing someone good is not worth the bite. Being loyal was never a battle but seeing things half ass always made shit I thought I didn't have look priceless. I never knew how good trash could clean it self up. Thinking outside of you hurts me. Being in love with you satisfies me. Unfortunately you don't see me the same. I can tell your annoyed by the small things I do. The more I push the less that interest you. Great nights long days. Smiles, laughs, and affection fulfill the empty feeling anxiety has left in the pit of my stomach. Intuition nawing at me and nothing has even happened. Thinking about the future, but the presence is melting me with alerts and advance notices. I can see the lust in your eyes. Who is she? Half lies partial truths either way I continue to hold out and lay it all on the line with being in love with you. A fool for companionship.

FREAK

Thoughts of you make me throb in between my legs. I lay with my ass up craving you to be dick deep inside me. My walls are screaming to be penetrated by you. Thoughts of last night got me shaking and moaning wanting more of you today. At home I lay and playing fingers deep into my wetness waiting patiently for you arrive. Horny ass fuck keeping me with chills up my spine. I got toys to get me off, but that shit is pointless. Damn I thought you knew only dick keeps satisfied through and through. Nipples hard, pussy wet how can you not want come by tap me up knowing all of that. I can meet you at the door panties off legs open Big Daddy I am craving to wrap my legs around you. As up face down turn me over flip me around and before you are through can wrap my lips around Stanley so I swallow the greatness of you. Sextexting sending juicy pictures through private textmail to persuade you....don't keep me waiting I just want to bend over and let you take it where are you?

A Good Man

A good man goes that extra mile to make his woman feel good. Nothing comes before you. When things are in shambles financially with him you both feel rich. Love is felt when expressed and not made up. Your relationship can be seen from miles away not assumed because it is heard. He makes time when time doesn't exist. He doesn't need to entertain more than one woman is his focus is you and you only. Sacrifice is absent because with him all he does comes naturally from the heart. He adores the woman he is with and no matter what passes him as a man he will look, but knows what is home is the greatest and if home is not he will not hold on or lead on A GOOD MAN has the balls to let go. Lies that lead on he doesn't accommodate with his presence. His past is his past and he doesn't make you pay for it. Seeing you as deserving as you are allows him to open up to heal providing a clean slate, but with him there is no rush his desire is to be with you. Shelter his heart and shower him with love. He compliments his woman. Strives to make sure no matter what she feels everyday is her day. You don't have to chase him just let him know you have his back and in return the world he will hand to you piece by piece. His touch is satisfying. His voice heals the heart. His smile shines over mountains. He is full of jokes and laughter. Unbelievable fun fills each day despite any disagreement. His stance screams the words he loves you as his Queen. He is proud of the man he is and will make sure he presents himself upholding nothing, but the highest standards. A good man does have emotions and knows it is ok to cry, but with a good Queen by his side carrying the world on his shoulders isn't quite that bad. He isn't perfect, but his flaws are beyond able to be loved. A good man doesn't have to be created by the mind his awesomeness is light a breezy summer day in Cleveland one we all love to enjoy. A loyal man he is with all truth to his word. Do you know of any GOOD MEN?